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[26 Sep 2006|01:43am] |
tour was great/michigan was great/so weird to be back here
i'm going to be back that way in november for a couple days and then in december for two weeks at least.
moving in october 6th...there will be a nice sized house warming party.
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[13 Sep 2006|07:35pm] |
I FOUND A PLACE TO LIVE!
its extremely nice. i feel very blessed to have found it and to be moving in with the group of guys i'll be living with.
found the best view of the city, it makes me stay up until seven am cause its next to impossible not to stare at the view
i'll be back home in just a few days. i couldnt be more excited.
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[09 Sep 2006|02:27am] |
i'll be back in michigan on the 17th it looks like right now.....i want to see everyone. we should be around for three days or so. i need to have some good conversations. there hasnt been enough of that lately. i couldnt be more excited about seeing everybody.
"Loaded like a sailor tumbling off a ferry boat, I was at the bar till three. Oh Lord, and I wasn't ready to go. I'm never ready to go"
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[07 Sep 2006|06:02pm] |
www.gwinnettdailypost.com
daniel dewitt made the cover, that sneaky bastard took it away from me.
at least leroy made it
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[06 Sep 2006|01:18am] |
i havent worked a ten hour shift in a long time. it was strangly gratifying. the people watching at the mall of georgia is amazing....some of the strangest types go through that place.
as i was trying to take my mind off of eating (fasting was/is a bitch), i read on the road. it was really great to get back to it, but it left me kind of uneasy. i need a road trip. i want to stop thinking about business, money, etc.....its starting to eat me up. cycles dont sit well with me. everything im doing is starting to feel like one giant instant replay. i want to go and hang out in new york. i want to fly to rio....something. i think what i need is to win the lottery and then blow all of it
i think i would buy a rollercoaster
as i was driving an oversized purple van home i had a nice thought. living here has been one of the most humbling experiences i think i could have. i have to swallow down every last bit of pride everytime i ask someone to sleep on their couch. i dont hate doing it, sometimes its really fun....it makes me feel like a nomad.......every once in a while it makes me feel like im sal paradise. most times however, i feel terrible about it. im definitely someone who wants to be respected, and its hard to feel that when your well-being constantly depends on others. who needs respect though? it really doesnt go that far......anyways, i feel like the whole experience has toughened me up some....its taught me some good lessons. i dont know how long i can keep doing it, but its all well worth it when you are where God wants you to be. to put it plainly, sometimes it sucks to do what God wants you to do.....but there is a light at the end of this somewhere. its coming soon....
"cant count to you all the lovers ive burned through. so why do i still burn for you....i cant say"
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She wore faded jeans and soft black leather She had eyes so blue they looked like weather When she needed me I wasn't around That's the way it goes, it'll all work out
There were times apart, there were times together I was pledged to her for worse or better When it mattered most I let her down That's the way it goes, it'll all work out
It'll all work out eventually Better off with him than here with me
It'll all work out eventually Maybe better off with him than here with me
Now the wind is high and the rain is heavy And the water's rising in the levee Still I think of her when the sun goes down It never goes away, but it all works out
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back to staying up until i pass out...im fine...im fine...
i think i miss all my michigan friends more than i let on. it hits me the hardest when im out with a big group. i cant small talk worth shit. thats why i need friends like the ones from back home. holy shit i miss you clint, bone, luke, nate, truck, scooch, randy, and everyone!!!! i really do love all of you and i cant wait to spend december in michigan......snow! i actually miss snow, what the hell?
i swear to god if i ever make enough money, im going to employ my friends from back home to come hang out with me. i mean, if i got payed fifty thousand a year i'd hang out with me. im not too sure how we'd work out benefits though...chances are good i'll have a rollercoaster in my backyard too.
i saw mase at fellini's the other night. he parks like an ass
our cd's came today in the mail. that feeling never gets old. i felt like a proud father. fuckin terrible metaphor, i know. its the best i can do on only a couple hours of sleep.
lots of really cool opportunities are coming our way, if even one of them works out it'll feel like christmas a few months early......
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[21 Jun 2006|12:37pm] |
anah aevia will be playing our last show tomorrow at skelletones in grand rapids with winston audio. if anyone can make it out it would be amazing. its really last minute but we just want to do it for fun. it should be a great time. call me or write me back if you need details
9893272502
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[11 Jun 2006|10:47pm] |
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everyone come see us play in lansing on the 23rd. its the friday after next. please? hope to see a lot of you while im home. we'll be in michigan overall for almost a week i think.
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[23 May 2006|11:20pm] |
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the new band im in has posted a new song called smoke signal at www.myspace.com/winstonaudio. give it a listen and give me some constructive criticism. i'd love to hear some thoughts.
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[16 Apr 2006|01:41pm] |
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i think i love pearl jam more than ever now.
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[23 Feb 2006|10:08am] |
after driving ten hours through the night im finally in georgia. the weather feels great. thanks everyone for your prayers and for all the great goodbye's and good wishes. please keep in touch. oh and if you dont have my cell number here it is:
989-327-2502
call me, i would love to talk to friends back home.
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so in almost three months i will be moving to atlanta. well, not actually atlanta, but in that area. im extremely anxious to move and to get to work. i figured the closer the date got the more doubts i'd have, but oddly its been the opposite. at first i committed and i got really sad at the idea that i wouldnt be able to come home whenever i pleased. however, since ive committed ive realized how much i really need to move on and get away. i need to get away and so that if i fail im not able to fall back on loved ones so much and hopefully that will make success that much more exciting. i wont be able to rely on my family to bail me out. crazy huh? point is, i think me moving will make me work harder and appreciate my life more. im moving to play music full time, and i really feel like something big is going to happen. maybe its spiritually? artistically? financially? who knows. i do know that im in a situation that i would normally either not do, or be seriously reconsidering. for some reason i have such a calm feeling about it all. i know this is what im meant to do. its pretty nice to finally feel that again. plus its only like an eight hour drive to see the red sox during spring training.
its the weirdest feeling to have to stay up until you're about to pass out every night. its the only way i can fall asleep now. it'll be great to stop working two jobs. especially with strange hours. im fine....im fine...
one of the few bad things about moving is the 10 hour drive alone it will take to get there. im really bad at staying awake at the wheel for whatever reason. i cant concentrate on driving. it'll be better when i come back in may and april comes with me, but that first drive is going to be killer.
i rented a bunch of movies last week and thought i'd quickly share some recommendations/thoughts... so go watch:
-school of rock : makes me want to watch spinal tap for whatever reason. -tales from the crypt: season one -fire in the sky : april told me it was good, i didnt believe her....needless to say she keeps reminding me that she was right
we also watched rize, which is a documentary done by david la chapelle on the krump/clowning dance scene. the actual dancing was amazing. they actually noted in the beginning that they didnt speed the film up just so you know its real. trust me, it looks sped up, the dancing is that insane. i thought they kinda missed some social and political dots they could have connected to really make the documentary really great. kinda like what hoop dreams does. seriously though, the dancing is crazy. plus, they are dressed up as clowns when they do it, and thats sweet.
oh my gosh, i want to blow my head off everytime i hear that avenged sevenfold song. how do bands like them and hawthorne heights get exposure/signed/noticed/anything. there are lots of bands i dont like but i can say that they are good at what they do, but neither of those bands are anywhere close to that. if those bands came around in the 90's there is no way they would have been popular. which brings me to my biggest point: the early 90's were sweet.
the singer from relient k is a really good songwriter i think, and i dont care who knows it. see....thats one of those bands i dont really like but i can admit they are great at what they do. im really only a hypocrite about half of the time. maybe less.
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[25 Oct 2005|01:19am] |
its official, bono is most charismatic lead singer ever. no doubt about it if you ask me.
it was a really great night, and it was pretty much everything i wanted and expected a u2 concert to be.
gavin rossdale's new band opened and they played "machine head" which i thought was really funny/cool, but it was really unexpected because i thought damian marley was opening. his new band kinda sucks though, not that i really had high hopes.
thank you alex, seeing u2 isnt something i'll forget anytime soon.
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[15 Oct 2005|03:42am] |
u2 in nove giorni
avvitare via se lei ha indossato come loro
i cant wait.
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[15 Oct 2005|03:31am] |
i recently got hired at the local grocery store to do night stocking, and so far the job is pretty nice. i like the hours, though im always tired, and its kinda peaceful working late at night with nobody to bother you. so im working two jobs now, and im hoping that i can save money faster. there are a lot of things i need to get before the move to atlanta.
i bought the new sigur ros a couple of days ago and i listened to it on my headphones tonight at work, i must say that its very very good. i think records like those really need to be listened to on headphones so that you can pick up on all the little idiosyncrasies. i like this one even better than their last, which for me is huge cause i really enjoy the last one.
basically all i do is hang out with april, work, play piano, and play mvp baseball a lot. i love it though, especially playing as the red sox on mvp baseball.
that call the other night in the 9th of the white sox/angels game was bullshit and i hope the white sox lose.
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[06 Oct 2005|04:50am] |
the sox and braves lost today.
at least the angels won.
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[13 Sep 2005|02:45am] |
so today i did it, i finally met eddie vedder.
well, if you can meet someone without actually saying anything....
sean and i left from lansing around one thirty and drove to london ontario to see pearl jam, and we got there pretty early and didnt have much to do. we walked around the market some and got a bite to eat. after we ate, we walked back to the venue and when we walked around back we noticed some fans, about fifty or so gathered. while we were walking by they all the sudden got really loud and started talking really fast. thats when i see eddie vedder walk out of the back door by the buses. obviously im thinking "holy shit that cant actually be him". so he came out to talk to the fans before the show and stayed for about a half hour, he was extremely nice to everyone and signed a bunch of stuff. true to what i always knew i'd do, i couldnt say anything, i basically just kept thinking the same thing over and over....."i cant believe eddie vedder is like two feet in front of me.....i must have had a stupid grin on my face the whole time. anyone that knows me knows how badly ive wanted the opportunity to meet him, and for me this was enough. i didnt really need to say anything. so needless to say the day was unbelievable.
they played for about three hours and covered every album well, it was the best ive ever seen them. i need to get into another touring band right now.
its really hard to even describe how great my day was
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[04 Sep 2005|02:09am] |
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[18 Aug 2005|05:38am] |
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i just got done watching sin city and im glad to say it was very cool.
went to two red sox/tigers games the last two days and they were both great. although detroit sports fans are quite possibly the worst fans. i got really burnt today, i think its even worse than cornerstone. i swear i'll never tan as long as i live, and i'll probably end up getting skin cancer.
my mom has a crush on johnny damon, april has a crush on jason varitek.......if i hadnt just watched jessica alba in sin city i'd feel pretty left out.
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